Engulf

There are days where I feel completely over it, like in a 'it's a thing of the past' kind of way, and then there are days where I wish I could go back, and maybe do a few things differently. With you. All these feelings, I bury them down low, hoping I, myself, cant reach them, can't feel them. I've had countless arguments in my head about us, and I have reasoned with myself why some things just don't happen the way I want them to. In all honesty, I'd really love if we could be like we were when things were going well, without all the people, without all the intimacy, without all the problems.